i have thoughts

i have thoughts. for some reason (call it ego–and accept right now that i have alternate uses for words, punctuation, spelling, and won’t be convinced otherwise) what was i saying? right. for some reason i have a feeling that there may be a few people interested in my thoughts. so here they are!

it’s raining. we all know this. but my THOUGHT is: i can’t decide wether to feel what the rain wants me to feel–tired, achy, unreasonably irritated–or to rise above and feel something else.  this is commonly known in my family (ready? a made up word!) as zorchy.

by the way, i do intend to say the rain is capable of having desires. and today they are menacing and perhaps even a little evil. evilette. on other days, the rain can desire to be charming and almost, ah, almost succeed.

also, i am new to this site and this idea of talking to my computer while actually talking to an unknown number of folk–so forgive me if it takes time to pretty things up and become comfortable. i ask a lot for a first date. reminds me–before i join my love downstairs in insomnia (he is building a custom arcade game which is far more interesting than a zorchy me) what was i saying? oh yes. sleep.